my name is chunk

God is in control

2007-03-19T23:22:00.000-07:00

god is so good i really dont know what else to say. it feels so good not havin to worry about everything. we never have to worry about anything when we put god in control because we know that he will never lead us in the wrong direction and he will never leave us we just have to make the choice to give are entire lives to him and give him complete control. im livin one day at a time and trusin in him lol man he is so good i got to go fishin last week those two days it was warm and caught 3 and it felt so good i cant wait till summer so i can tear um up!!! put god in control of your entire life and see how much happier and how much better it will be i love ya all GIT ER DONE!!!

god is so good

2007-03-10T00:29:00.000-08:00

Hey yall man its been forever since ive been on here lol ever since i have got a myspace i just forgot all about it but yeah myspace is stupid so yeah im back and im sorry for bein gone so long man god is good ant he. man the past few months have been so horable for me but ever since i have got into this disipleship program i have learned so much and also changed. but i have also been attacked by the devil many times since i have started to change. its been really tough but god is helping me though it all. i have finally realized that i shouldnt worry about anything because god has my life planed out from a to z so why worry about it just put your trust in him and let him control your life. i was so lost i had given up on everything i was drinkin all the time every weekend and havin sex and doin alot of stupid stuff that i shouldnt of done but god brought me back to him though great friends and a loving family and a great church that helped me every step of the way and im so glad that god has given me a mom and a dad that really care about me and help me and also good friends who will stand up for me and stand up too me when im doin somethin stupid. man i just cant say it enough god is so good and we take him forgranted so much when we should be on our faces crying out too him but people our so full of pride and think they dont need anyone well ive been there and i have learned from my mistakes and im goin to do everything i can to spread the word to everyone i get a chance too because no one is garenteed tommoro and i dont want to see anyone go to hell. god is so good i love him with everything i have and i have givin my hole life too him and i put my faith and trust in him to guid me in the right direction. i love you all and thanks for everything

time flys by

2006-10-31T19:07:00.000-08:00

i always say that you shouldnt think about the future and just let life happen but i have to tell ya i have been thinkin about it. i have been thinkin about what im goin to be doin in a few year and if im ever goin to find a nice girl that will treat me right someone that i know when i first look in her eyes that she is one. someone that i can lean on and trust to bethere for me whenever i need her. someone i can give my heart too and not be afraid of gettin it broke. i have also been thinkin about how fast time gos by it is crazy next year i will be 20 years old and that just sound really old even though its not it really kinda scares me i dont know. but im just trustin got to guide my path and help me make the right decisions. i want to be the guy everyone loves to be around and everyone can count on and i think i have accomplished that but i also try to hard some time and end up hertin myself. some times i just want to run away and be all alone away from all this world but i know i would get lonley and miss too many people well im goin to stop blabin so yall have fun and git er done!!

bein bored

2006-10-29T19:40:00.000-08:00

hey yall whats goin on. man i have been so busy latly with school and work i havent had time for much of nothin but hey you will have that. im just sittin her with my best friend dave wooldrige. we are really bored and i have to get up for work in like 7 hours lol man life is great. ps david says he is single and is looking for a girl that will treat him right. well since we are talkin about that i am too lol. but that a hole diffrent story. well im so ready for summer to be here so i can hit that ponds and lakes and for some good ol bass fishin babe o yeah GIT ER DONE MISTER!!!

FREAKIN RIGHT DOGGY FREAKIN RIGHT i love to fish man i miss it already. well i dont know what else to say so yall have fun and of course GIT ER DONE!!!

please pray

2006-09-13T18:26:00.000-07:00

i dont have alot to say just please pray for me!! talk to yea later

life's so hard somtimes

2006-09-06T19:18:00.000-07:00

I always ask myself why does life have to be so hard? well im not sure but it sure is sometimes. i just with life could be fun all the time it would make things so much easier. i had a pretty bad day today but you no there is a song that really hits me at heart today. its called mountains by lonestar. it says the good lord gave us mountains so we could learn how to clime. that is so true because if everything was just easy and fun we wouldnt ever learn anything. god is so good hes always there for us when we think nobody is. hes the best friend anyone could ask for and i love him lol. yeah i meet this girl and we are kinda talkin but its been pretty hard. she has been through so much i cant even begin to tell ya. its really hard to believe it. shes really cool though and is a great friend. i just want you all to pray for her please she need it alot and i would really appriciate it. well im out yall have fun and GIT ER DONE!!!

2006-08-28T17:55:00.000-07:00

Hey yall its been a long time. well im back and i promise to keep posting this time. i have started college and it sucks. its so boring and all the teacher think that you should be able to learn a hole chapter in like a day. o well i will make it. you know what i dont really want to be rich. i just want to be normal you know. i want to have a nice house and truck and work a decent job, one that i dont hate. i just want to have fun and enjoy life as it comes not worry about making money or getting a good paying job im going to take life as it comes you know and make it the best i can. ok here is the question of the day. were would you like to live most in the united states, like what state and why? mine would probably be ether florida, texas, or some were west like wyomie i know i didnt spell that right but o well. so yall have fun now ya hear. GIT ER DONE!!!

sorry guys

2006-05-26T18:26:00.000-07:00

hey guys sorry that i havent been bloggin latly ive been reel busy with school and baseball. but anyway how have things been? everything has been goin pretty good for me i graduate tomorrow and im real happy about that. ive been out of school since monday and ive been realy bored but i have got to go fishing alot and its been pretty fun. i caught a 8lb bass last sunday and it was awsome. i wish i had a pic of here but i dont its on my phone so if you dont beleive me just look at my phone. well i have ran out of things to say so here is the question of the day. what is the crazyest thing you have ever seen? well im out later yall.

yep

2006-04-19T20:52:00.000-07:00

hey yall sorry i havent been bloging latly ive been realy busy with baseball and i dont have the time. i have had a pretty good week i guess i am so ready for school to be out. i havent got to fish that much because of baseball so that sucks. baseball is realy gay i dont get to play very much because i suck i guess. its like everytime i do somthing good it dosnt matter they just say good job kev and sit me on the bench again. well whatever i dont realy care its my last year and i wont have to put up with this crap any more. me and zack went fishing tonight at lake haven and it sucked but we did catch a grass carp with are bare hands. it was awsome it was dieing and we just grabed it. it waighed about 25 lbs it was huge. well i got to get to sleep so here is the question of the day. what is the funnyest thing you have seen in your life. i dont realy know what mine is but i can tell you one. me and dustin were fishing out at jacks and dustin had to crap realy bad so he goes to the back of the boat and crap right off the back of the boat. it was so funny i almost tiped the boat laughing so hard. well later yall. GIT ER DONE

just plan sucks

2006-04-03T22:03:00.000-07:00

man you know what spring break sucks. it rained today so i couldnt fish. it better not rain all week or i will be so mad i might just do somthing drastic lol. you know indiana sucks as a matter of fact this whole world sucks thats all i got to say just plan sucks!!!

a year and a half

2006-03-16T20:06:00.000-08:00

man a year and i half feels more like 5 years. its me and anne's aniversery today its a year and half now and it seems like forever. we have been through alot and had are hard times but you know now i realize that everyone is going to have there hard times and it just makes you stronger. i love andrea alot and i know this because if i didnt we wouldnt be together today. i say alot of things i shouldnt and i dont think about stuff that might upset her and im so sorry for that. i try so hard to be a good guy and help her with stuff and she does the same. thats what it takes to have a good relationship teamwork and trust and respect and we do it all. that is the biggest reason we are still together. i realized that i loved andrea alot more than i thot when we were going through a tuff time and actually broke up for a day or took a brake i should say because i was completly misuable and all i could think about was how upset she was and i fealt like it was all my fault. well im going to try alot harder to be a better guy and a better boyfriend from now on. you no relationships can be really stressfull and complicated if you let them be and thats why you just need to have fun together and dont worry about all the other crap untill you get older you know lifes to short to be worrying all the time so just have fun while you can and dont worry, everything will be fine it will all work its self out in the end. i am so happy that i still have andrea i dont know what i would do with out her and i love her so much. happy aniversery baby!!!

headin to college

2006-03-14T19:11:00.000-08:00

i went to ivy tech tonight to take my assesment test for college. it was really easy but it took for every and after i was done i had to sit and wait for my parents to get out of there classes it was so boring. well i dont really have anything to say so i will ask the question of the day. what is your weirdest dream you ever had? mine is probably this one time along time ago i had a dream that i was back in the old times were they cut your hand off for stealing somthing. well i seen this guy get his hand cut off then it switched to this old house i was in and i walked in this bed room and seen this old guy getting out of bed and i seen his hand was missing and i realized it was the same guy except alot older her started shaking real bad and then he fell on the floor. thats when i woke up and i was shaking so bad that i couldnt stop i tryed and tryed to stop but i couldnt then i got the worst head ach i have ever had but after about 15 minutes it all stop weird huh. later yall.

i dont know

2006-03-09T15:32:00.000-08:00

well im sitting here being realy bored and just thinking about stuff. you ever do that its kinda fun well not realy but it gets things off you mind i guess. i really dont know what to talk about so i am going to just ramble on about stuff. i am looking for a new truck right now and there is a dodge down the road from my house that is freakin bad. its like the perfect truck that i wont but its got alot of miles but i still wont it. everytime i go by it i wont it even more. this week has been realy boring and i havent done anything. i wish it was warm out so i could go fishin and cetch some bass but the weather has been so gay lately that i havent got the chance. i wish i had a million bucks and i would be in the mountains in a log cabin all alone just me and my dogs away from all the stupid world and all the stupid people in it. i hate this world and everything in it. i wish i was in heavin and didnt have to worry about a thing. well enough rambling here is the question of the day. if you could escape someware and live there with nothin to worry about ware would it be? well thats all folks. later

Panthers 3 time sectional champs

2006-03-05T18:54:00.000-08:00

hey yall i had a pretty good weekend i went to the sectional basketball game's and it was a blast. we won sectionals and it was so awsome because every game was really close and it was really exciting to watch. this is the third time in a row that we have won sectionals. we are on the road to state baby. well i dont know what else to say so i guess i will ask the question of the day so here it is. what is the scaryest movie you have ever seen? mine is probably the ring it was pretty scary when you are out in the middle of the woods in a cabin. well im out later yall.

I dont know what to say

2006-03-02T08:15:00.000-08:00

I feel realy bad right now. I really dont know what to say i had a really bad day yesterday and i said somethings i shouldnt and i really dont know what to do. i know you guys have no idea what i am talking about but its ok. i just need some time alone to think and to get somethings straightined out in my life and with god. i think this song pretty much sums it all up.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother meI can take a few tears now and then and just let them outI'm not afraid to cryEvery once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets meThere are daysEvery now and again i pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets meWhat hurts the most, was being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watchin you walk awayNever knowing, what could have beenAnd not seein that lovin youIs what i was tryin to doIt's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i goBut i'm doin itIt's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and i'm aloneStill harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regretBut i know if i could do it overI would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart that i left unspokenWhat hurts the most, is being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watchin you walk awayNever knowing, what could have beenAnd not seein that lovin youIs what i was tryin to doWhat hurts the most, was being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watchin you walk awayAnd never knowing, what could have beenAnd not seein that lovin youIs what i was tryin to donot seein that lovin youthat’s what I was tryin to do…

I smoked that possum

2006-02-28T17:19:00.000-08:00

Hey yall i have got to tell you this story about last night it was so funny. we have some cats that are out side and i feed them on the back pourch, well there is always some kind of animal that comes and eats there food like a possum o a coon or a stray cat. well last night there was a possum out there and i went to walk out to my truck and the back porch light wasnt on so i couldnt see it and i almost bit my leg so i turned the porch light on and seen it walking around the back of the house so i grabed this snow shuvel that was on the porch and i started chasing it when i caught up too it, it turned and started hissing at me. so i smoked it in the head with this shuvel. it was so funny. well i knew it wasnt dead so i called my dad to brind my rifle out to me so i could shoot it. he brought his 45 out and was trying to shot it but his gun wouldnt load right and the possum got up and started to run away so i smoked it again right in the head as hard as i can it freakin started rolling around and stuff and i thout i busted its head open then my dad smoked it right in the head with his 45 it was awsome. half of its head was hanging off lol it was awsome i know all you girls will think this is gross but all you guys out there will no how awsome this was. well i forgot to ask the question of the day so here it. what is the scarest incounter you have ever had with an animal. well later yall.

bam!!! got um!!!!

2006-02-28T08:16:00.000-08:00

Hey there yall whats going on. I had a pretty long weekend it was ok though. Im sitting here in the library its lunch time and im going on a diet so im not eating lunch so i though i would talk to you guys to keep me busy. well i went fishing all day yesterday because we didnt have school. me and dustin went after he got out of school and hes the only one who caught anything. well after it started getting dark we desided to go to chinese for dinner i pay for d because hes like my brother and he didnt have any money. well we had some time in the chinese restruant, there was this chinese music playing kinda loud and it was cracking ous up we were both laughing our heads off. after we were almost done eating we got some pudding for desert and right when i took a bite d made me start laughing by singing in chinese and i couldnt stop laughing and i ended up spiting this pudding out everyware. it was realy funny. after we eat we went in to Cato's to see cortney that was really funny too. well i got to go so i will talk to you yall later.
well

Man school is boring

2006-02-23T10:32:00.000-08:00

Hey yall im just sitting here in 5th period being really bored so i thought i would get on here and talk for a little bit. i really dont know what too talk about so i guess i will just ask the question of the day. What is the crazyest thing you have ever done? mine is probably the time i jump off my roof on to my trampaline. Im sure ive done somthing else crazyer but thats one thing so whats yours. later yall

Fishing!!!!!

2006-02-22T13:15:00.000-08:00

Man fishing what can i say, i love it. There is just somthing about being out of a lake or pond that just makes me feel good. I have alot of fun when i fish, there is never a dull moment. I can tell you tons of storys about fishing but that will take forever so i will just tell you a couple. One time i was out at jack and sues and i was over on the other side of the pond, were these other people live. Well i was thowing a worm out into these down trees thinking there might be a monster in there. I mad a few bad cast and got hung up a couple times and was getting kinda frustrated. So i made a few more casts and finally hit the spot i wonted and i was working it and bam there he was a huge bass came and slamed the worm. i jerked to set the hook and sliped on the rocks and fell. The bass got off and i was all muddy and brused up, i was so mad i broke my poll over my nee and threw it into the lake lol. It was not a good day that day. Well im going to countinue the question of the day so here it is. What is you favorite sport to watch on tv. Well have fun i will tell you some for fishing storys later. bye

A DAY TO REMBER THE PANTHERS!!!

2006-02-21T18:40:00.000-08:00

I will never forget playing football for the Panthers. My senior year of football was the greatest year of my life. we had a unforgetable season 9 and 0. I didnt think we would make it to the dome but after we won sectionals and regionals i was geting a very good feeling.
We played perry central in semi state and it was the best game i have ever played in and seen in my life. It was so close it about made me pee my pants. we beat them bye 1 point and were going to the dome!!! The best part of that game was after the game when i found my dad through the crowd and we huged and he had teers in his eyes that was the greatest feeling of my life. I have always wanted to make my dad happy by playing my hardest and i new that i had done it that night. When we were in the dome it was like nothing i have ever felt. It was so big it was overwelming. when i ran out that tunnel on to that turf it was so amazing to hear the crowd go wild. I was on the side lines when i looked back into the crowd and seen my dad and we gave eachother a thumbs up and we were both so happy it was the best day of my life. we lost that game but hey it was shure fun and it will be a day to remeber for the rest of my life. Panthers 14 and 1 what a season!!

cool beans

2006-02-21T13:04:00.000-08:00

I got my football ring last night, it is really cool but it is so big i dont really like waring it. I think im going to start a new thing, its going to be a question for everyone who reads my blogs so from now on when you comment on my blog you can answer the question as best as you can its going to be called the question of the day. The first question is going to be, tell me somthing what you favorite thing to eat is. My favorite thing to eat is probably a frisco melt from stake n shake.
They are so dang good its not even funny! i wish stake n shake wasnt so excpensive i would eat there all the time if it wasnt for that. well im out later yall.

long weekend!!!

2006-02-20T11:15:00.000-08:00

Man I had a long weekend. It was fun but also very tiring to. It started out friday, i didnt go to school because I went to the farm machinery show with my brother. It was awsome we had alot of fun and I got alot of free chew, I know its bad but and alot of people think its gross but its ok with me. Well anyway we had alot of fun at the farm show, but saturday i was going to help my brother move a bunch of crap out of this house and take it to the dump but the stupid people wasnt ready yet so we had to wait till sunday to move it all. So sunday we worked all day loading all this crap into trucks, it took 7 truck loads to get all of it but it was ok with ous because we were getting 50 bucks a truck load. So we got it all loaded and then call it a night. Today i didnt go to school because it is so stupid that everyone else gets the day off and we dont, plus i had to help my brother take all thouse trucks too the dump. Well we got it all to the dump and unloaded and it was fun because i got to drive my brothers dully witch is a stick and i love to drive a stick. So it was a long but fun weekend for me. Hey does enyone like veinna sausages they are freakin good i had some saterday night and they taste just like little hot doggs man thoughs suckers are good i could eat about 10 can of thouse things. well im going to play some madden so i will talk to yall later. beep beep thats all folks.

I hate school

2006-02-16T06:01:00.000-08:00

man i hate school there is so much b/s that go's on its not even funny, i cant wait till i graduate and am finally out of this hell hole. i know i will be wishing i was still in school once im out but for right now i wont out bad. i just left 4th period because this girl in there was being realy stupid and got all mad at me for some reason so i told the teacher i was leaving and i came to the library. i dont understand hafe the kids in this freakin world. its like they have no common sence. i think its mainly because of the way they were brought up. they were given whatever they wanted and never told no and now they have grown up to be little brats that cry and wine all the time plus they never no when to shut up. this is just my point of view im not saying im right and im not saying im wrong but there is defently something wrong. what is your guy's point of view on this, give me some feed back on what you think. well the bells about to right so im out. later.

im back

2006-02-15T13:12:00.000-08:00

well im back i had a blogger account before but i forgot my log in name so i had to create a new one so here it is. my name is kevin roland, i am a senior in high school, i love too fish it is my favorite thing to do in the whole world. i have many friends but one of my best friends and fishing buddys is dustin oakes. we have been friends since like the day we were born we went to the same school from kindergarten through 2nd grade but then the school shut down and we had to go to diffrent schools. we were still friends though. i have a beautifull girlfriend named andrea, we started going out last year and have been going out for almost a year and a hafe. she had to move down to southern indiana last year but we are making it work and still have alot of fun together. i cant see myself with any other girl, she is the only girl that will put up with me and i love her to death. dustin and my friend cortney are talking to eachother and it is realy funny because they both like eachother so much that i dont think they know what to do. well im going to get off her i will try to keep posting if i dont forget. later.